do you see it? do you see the godlight shining down on a little piece of heaven on earth? rockywolddeephaven camp in holderness, new hampshire. this is where artists were called to meet so that they could play, and laugh, and make new friends, and eat a lot, and maybe open up their souls to whatever was calling them. like the loon calling for it's love on that big beautiful lake....okaaayyy...i was on a roll there, but it just got too corny (and i can use the word corny because i just came back from camp). i mean, i absolutely loved waking up to the sound of loons calling and the water lapping on the shore right outside my window. but i also woke up each morning and tried to figure out how i could get a shower, put make up on ( i know...why?), and get dressed without freezing my ass off. all without coffee.
squam really gave me so much, maybe so much that it's taken two weeks and i am still contemplating all that its meant to me. but i think that must be a good thing. i really needed to be there and witness the energy of so many women (and a few men) who were on fire for their artistic passion. it was crazy good in that sense. i found myself quiet a lot of the time, and i just had to soak it in and i couldn't process it all. there is much still lingering in my heart - the women i made friends with, the teachers who gave so well, and the unquenchable need to create.










